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stop laughing's Journal  so after not writing in for for a while i think im back to it. its a place for me to write what i want. and i dotn really care who sees it. my thing is, if u dont like what i have to say screw you cause guess what. its a not your choice to tell me what i can and cant say. on another note. tonight i have a blind date. i havent had one of those in 2 years. the last one i had ended up into a relationship, which then ended cause he was a moron but thats another story. so tonight im going alone. usually i will meet the person and bring a friend for my own safety but i have decided that bringing someone with isnt fair to them and if i dont like the person then o well. since this guy is totally being a gentlemen and picking me up, he said i could pick where we wanted to go. so i picked a few places within close radius to my work. so if something does happen i have an out u know. I will of course be telling one of my best friends where i will be just in case, u know u gotta have a back up plan. Im really excited, this guy has alot of my interests and is actually the same religion as me. i know weird huh. cause i have never dated anyone that is the same religion. they have always been the opposite. I still havent told me parents and dont really want to until i know something for sure. cause i know them and they will want to meet him and blah blah blah and well not going to happen. so we will see.... gotta go chill before tonight. laters all so alot has gone on. i mean alot. when i first starting writing in the journal i was all excited, but then i got super busy and i just didnt have the time for it. well i still dont really have the time for it. but what the hell, if im going to be on here might as well write something just so my friends know im not dead. ok so im going to start from the begining of this year. all that is in the past... is well in the past. so this year started off on a good note. i had an amazing time with my whole crew on new years. we were missing two of the core people but since they dont live in il its kinda hard. plus they both have bfs and taking them away from that would just be wrong. so it was a total girls night. my younger bro and his girlfriend and his best friend were there too after dinner, and to ring in the new year so it was cool. spend like 2 hours on the phone with family and friends that i couldnt see that night wishing them the best. so ya that was bout it for january. i mean i worked and went out with friends but nothing super exciting happened. i did meet two people from online and i must say they were both really cool. i still talk to them, and see them on occasion. its nice cause we get along and its not a weird thing for me. i have always been super okay with meeting people from online. i always go with a friend and it doesnt bother me. So now that we are almost done with feb, i have decided to turn over a new leaf. i am going to try to get out more. i know its super hard cause of all the long hours i work but i really want to. i mean i joined a few "dating" websites, and if u think i pay for them u must be out of your mind. i just do it for fun, cause at 2 am ther isnt really much else to do. I cant wait for the middle to end of march to come cause its spring break and all my friends will be home. yay for them. i am so excited. My friend who i love dearly is coming in for a few days. I saw him like two weeks ago when he came in for the weeekend but he is coming back. We have major chill time. so ya thats bout it for now. i promise ill try and keep this more updated. if u want to talk to me and u are a friend of mine my messenger is always on. or email me. if u arent a friend and find me interesting comment and ill be sure to check out your journal. till next time hasta luego-- my attempt at the spanish language wow its been a hella long time since i wrote in here. i got so busy with work and my life that the computer didnt seem as important to me. i am still online all the time but never really had the patience to sit and write an entry. well i guess i do now so i might as well let it all out. so whats been going on with me. well... i am working like crazy and trying to become a manager at work but i still have some work i have to do before i can transition to that. its all good cause i have the other managers helping me to realize what i am doing wrong and how i can fix it. so i am hoping in the next few months i will finally be a manager and making alot more money. cause i could really use it. i mean i am not as bad off as some of my friends but i dont really have a ton of money to spend. right now im trying to figure out presents for my family. hannukah is almost over and i havent gotten or given anything. its okay tho cause since my bro married a christian girl. she and her kids do christmas so it gives me more time to get presents. which i like. i mean really its not horrible. finally got my new years plans finalized. it only took like 3 hours on the phone. back and forth with the two people that were having the most problems. and of course since i didnt want to spend a ton of money i got a really good deal from the hotel my brother works at. a room that is normally like 130 i got for 55. i know its awesome. im so happy bout it. now all i have to figure out is where we are going to have dinner, cause i know we need to make reservations soon, or we wont get what we want. but overall my life is pretty good. i mean my mom lost her job so that sucks but we are getting by ok. in good news i might have a boyfriend soon. i met this guy and he goes to school with a friend of mine. i had my friend check into him and he said he is a good guy. so i am trusting him and going to meet him next week i think. i am excited but not stupid. i am bring one of my friends with me cause i am still not 100 percent okay with meeting people from online, offline alone. i mean the first time i did it, my friend jen went with me. it all turned out ok but its still better to be safe. ok well that was a long entry and i still got some stuff to do. so leave me love to reply to. i am going to try and keep this thing up instead of it just collecting dust. laters all Current mood:  relieved.Current music: aol radio- with you- jessica simpson. so this past weekend was really cool. i saw two movies and they were both funny. anger management was awesome. if you like adam sandler u will like this movie. malibu's most wanted is well.... interesting. its funny but im not a huge jamie kennedy fan. the movie was ok tho. so now to break it down and tell ya what happened. friday- i worked like 10 hours and thought i would be way to tired to go out. but then jcrow came to get me and i was like ok. so we went and saw anger management. while i was out i got a call on my cellie from EWT. he was just like call me when u get home. so ok i did. went to bed. all in all friday was good now comes saturday. well saturday that was an interesting day. went to work for like 6 hours which wasnt bad at all. then jcro came and got me and we went to meet EWT. this was my first time meeting him so i was kinda nervous. as soon as i pulled into the parking lot i saw him and was so happy cause he is a cutie. so ya we went to eat, both him and jcro were trying to not order bread cause i am celebrating passover. which if u dont know is the jewish holiday to celebrate being here, and since the bread didnt have enough time to leave we can only eat unleaven bread. its a long long ongoing story that i dont really wnat to share here. so ya after dinner we all decide to go see a movie. i wanted to see head of the state but jcro wasnt really into it which is cool. we saw malibu's most wanted. funny but weird. so after the movie jcro went home and i went to EWT's house. me and him just like clicked. we ended up watching spaceballs and cuddling. it was sooo cute. he held my hand the whole drive home and i got the sweetest good night kiss ever. all in all saturday was the best night of the weekend. sunday was my chill day. rested and packed a little. then yesterday was work again. icky and school. blah. but today is homework and then ewt is picking me up and im helping him study for a test. im so excited. but i gotta go get some work done. till next time all chuckles well tonight was not such a good night. going to class was not good either. i had a midterm last week and i knew it was bad but when i found out my grade i almost cried. its been a long week and its not getting any shorter. and now that passover is started and i know cant eat bread until next wednesday night. well in other news, i have been talking to a new boy. he is a cutie. and happens to live not that far from me. so im happy bout that. next weekend one of my best friends is coming home and we are gonna go see one of my boys in the city at school. so i kinda just want this week to be over with. but anyways, i think that is about it. so im outtie gonna try and actually get some sleep tonight. hopefully it will work. going to bed at 3 am is not good for me later all chuckles well today i did something i didnt think i would do. i should start from the begining. ok here goes. there is this one guy that i have liked for a while. i hooked up with him a few times and then we were at a stand still. i had feelings for him and i know he had the same for me cause he only wanted to hook up with me. the problem came that he didnt want a relationship. so after not knowing what to do. i finally said its enough. either we go out or nothing more happens. i was like i cant be a hookup girl. makes me feel used which isnt a good thing. so at the moment i think we are okay. friends i mean. he didnt say he never wanted to see me again. so i dont know. only time will tell in this situation. its now a matter of whether he will actually want to hang out with me knowing he wont get any. ahhh being in this position is not easy. now that my drama is somewhat over for the day. i am back to doing homework later till my next entry the best thing to get to know a person a survey so here goes. its long but funny there are numbers missing, cause those questions were personal and didnt want to share them quite yet. 1. Name: stop laughing chuckles 2. birthday: June 14, 1983 3. sign: Gemini 4. age: 19.... 20 soon 5. sex: female, duh 6. location: skompton, IL 7. school: OCC shoutouts! 8. glasses/contacts: glasses.. they arent that bad 9. braces: n 10. tall/short: i guess but not really 5'5'' short 11. do you like ketchup: ketchup is yummy, but tomatoes are icky 12. do you like mustard: ewwww 13. do you like mayonnaise: yes mayo on all sandwiches 14. do you like pickles: double ewww 15. do you like boys or girls: i like boys. especially all my boys :) 17. do you like chicken: chicken is good. 18. do you like spinach: spinach and artichoke dip is the best 19. do you have any sibling: yes 20. what are their names: rob and steve 21. how old are they: 23 and 18 22. do you have any pets: yes i do 23. what are their names: spunk 24. what kind of pets are they: german shepard/ collie. if u didnt know thats a dog. 25. do you like school: yes i guess, 29. do you talk to voices in your head: they dont talk to me.... or do they 33. how often do you talk on the phone: that would be why i have a cellie 34. how often do you surf the web: im always online. not always surfing tho 35. how often do you hang out with friends: as much as i can. also depending on the time of year 36. do you have a bf/gf: nope 37. do you love them: if i had one i could answer this question 38. have you ever loved anyone: what way are we talking about 39. have you ever made-out with someone: yes havent u? 40. are you loopy: i can be 43. how often do you shower: once a day is normal right 44. which group do you hang out with at school: occ doesnt have cliques like that. have u been there? 45. do you get good grades: i can if i put my mind to it 46. do you always get in trouble: i try not to. but sometimes. 47. do you get along with your parents: ya, my rents are cool. 48. are you gonna go to college: i am in college 49. who is your best girl friend: thats not something i can share on lj right now 50. who is your best boy friend: same as #49 51. who do you talk to the most on the phone: i talk to everyone equally 53. do you like email or snail mail better: snail mail is better cause its the thought that goes into it 54. do you like gold or silver jewelry: gold better im allergic to silver 56. have you ever tried to impress your crush and ended up embarrassing yourself: hahaha would u like to know 57. what are you most afraid of: losing all my friends and becoming a lonely person. 60. do you have a crush: thats for me to know and u to find out 61. what are their names: if i told u, i would have to kill ya 63. do you like coffee: coffee is nasty 66. do you regret it why would i? do u Where? 68. where do you want to live? i have moved alot so i dont really know 69. is the most fun place to go? with the girl or the boys, it all depends 71. do you want to go heaven or hell? heaven of course. 73. Do you like to do? have fun, and write- that would be why i have a livejournal 75. friend is always there? if i said one name i would get my ass kicked. my friends rock 76. relative sends you the most money for Christmas? dont celebrate christmas 78. do you want to be when you grow up? own my own restaurant and makes lots of money 79. do you want your husbands name to be? cant be jack. its my dads name. right horns 80. is your favorite sport? soccer 81. is your favorite piece of clothing? my hoodies prolly have you ever... 90. Been so drunk you passed out? not yet. 91. gone out in public in your pajamas? of course, havent u heard of hs pj days, those were fun 93. cried during a chick flick? im a girl what the hell do u think 95. gotten in a car accident? not since i was little, thank god 97. cussed when your parents were around? im a bad girl. 98. told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? all the time. have u met my brother 101. spent more than one hour on your hair? yup. prom. 103. watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? nope. dont like scary films movies… 105. what is the funniest movie you ever saw? just married is funny as hell. 106. what is the stupidest movie? cable guy prolly 107. which movie could you watch over and over? save the last dance and bring it on 109. who do you go to the movies with? my girls and my boys. 110. what movie mad you cry the most? not really sure would you ever... 119. Jump out of a plane? r u crazy 120. kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? no, that would complicate things. 121. go bungee jumping? three words. afraid of heights 122. stay in your room for a whole day? its soo overated 123. go in the snow without clothes? im not that crazy, how bout u 124. skinny dip? maybe if i was drunk 125. drink salt water? i do every year. sedar time. 127. take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy (or girl)? i think about it if that situation ever arises 128. smile at your worst enemy? have before, saying die bitch die under my breathe. 129. play 8,000 bowling games in one night? are u crazy. three is my limit. 130. go to Reno to get married? i wanna live so i dont think so 132. have a make-out party? i might have when i was like 13 but that was a long time ago 133. throw a party without your parents? hell ya. when i move i am gonna 134. go to a foreign country? of course who..... 136. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? my family of course 139. who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? snipoy cause we have way to much fun 141. let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? ummmm.... i dont know. thats a hard question 142. what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? i dont know what...... 143. What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? scream what the f%&k happen to me 145. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)? not worry so much. and prolly get more muscles 146. what is your dream career? chef. im going for it all 147. what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? there isnt one thing there is lot 149. what is the thing you care about most in your life? friends, family, and making sure im happy which one...... 150. Winter or summer? summer. midwest sucks in the winter 152. pop or punk? pop, and punky pop 153. rock or rap? i like both 155. milk chocolate or dark chocolate? milk chocolate 156. dogs or cats? dogs rock. im allergic to cats 157. britney or christina? hahah 158. leno or letterman? leno 159. mtv or vh1? mtv..better shows 160. country or classical? i like both actually 161. day or night? i like the nightlife i like to boogie. 162. lake or ocean? ocean 164. soccer or football? football is better to watch, soccer is better to play 165. baseball or swimming? im not a huge fan of either actually 166. hocolate or vanilla? mix is better 167. sugar or spice? sugar 169. eminem-please stand up or please shut up? please stand up hell ya random.... 170. If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? i dont know. havent thought of it 171. if you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? i dont know. put all my cute guy friends together i guess 172. if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? scream yay i win the buy lots of stuff 173. what is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? lets not talk about it have you ever..... 174. Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? hasnt it happened to everyone 175. run into a wall? yes it hurts 178. kissed someone of the same sex? no. ewww 179. snuck out of the house at night? never had to sneak out 180. gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? nope 181. laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? lol 182. started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? hehe my nickname is chuckles 183. swallow a bug? not that i know of 184. have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? ya thats not gunna happen ~*~*would you ever*~*~ 187. eat bugs purposely? no 188. commit a crime? nope 189. change your religion? nope 190. lie to your parents? ya but i dont make it a habit 191. jump over a waterfall? maybe 192. change clothes in front of an open window? i make sure my blinds are closed 193. dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? no 194. go out at night dressed in something like a black trench coat and sunglasses? prolly not. im more reserved ~*~*have you ever*~*~ 197. lied to your parents about somethin really important? i dont think so 198. have your life threatened? not that i know of 200. stayed up until the morning light talking online? ya to many times to count 203. read a Shakespeare play? if u went to highschool or are in highschool the answer better be yes 206. sung at a karaoke bar? nope but i wanna. tonight is the first of many entries. I have tried lots of other journals and none of them are like this one. my friends like it so im willing to give it a try. ill write more tomorrow but right now sleep is in my future. good night all. Current mood:  tired.Current music: no music: tv at the moment. |
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